we still up gang

7th i think seemed to be the first day the sky was blue. every single day since it started snowing literally everything including the sky was white on my side of the wall. i feel like the sky on the other side was even red one evening and still all i could see was white lol. passed 100th horse login, 69 deaths in pressure, 111 days since you were horse gambling, and 9k tuna cans. in 70 pulls i got 4 3 stars i think we are peaking at gambling. in that same single day i managed to get 2 hot spring tickets (super rare thing, i think this is only the 3rd time i got it in over 100 tries i assume) so gambling is real fr. my first playthrough with the game's mascot and i basically get the canonmost experience. actually got very close to buying a valo skin but was too late by probably a day. advanced gaming playing 4 games at once idk how pc didn't explode. horse gambling won best mobile game i think i had happily contributed. 

trying to find parking on campus and the car in front of me stops. whoever the driver is is waving to none other than z passing by. i don't think he saw me tho so i survived. got like 73 on final, was supposed to be really easy but i only studied the hard stuff. finished class with a c in the end. i could not get myself to study at all this semester. bibinos is in my singing monsters and it's genuinely so funny vro.. also it confirmed his name is pronounced like bibinos fr... his voicelines are genuine buns but i can't get it out of my head

i'll be fr this one time i was driving past ur street and saw a car that was just like yours but i'm pretty sure it was some random dude there. for the occasion i visited a goodwill and a Very Special Place with many mikus and surprisingly no nailongs and then listened to bibinos the entire way back. other day i happened upon yorktown mall (very sad) and it was cool and it had many dogs just walking around. 2 minisos in a row not a single nailong wow. driving back i stopped at a red light and looked up and was on 67th street and i said what the fuck out loud. it wasn't that funny really but i hope you have a hearty chuckle

my brother got hikaru for his ex i lowkey lolled. my memory is bad but i'm pretty sure he bought the same sweater as tyler had... bro's transforming into him fr.. finally plugged my headphones in without the splitter with the mic (i didn't even use it idk why i kept it) and dude... the joy of finally having surround sound is insane... life really so beautiful vro i can hear the buzzing lights of my backrooms games now holy moly. to celebrate posted a short on yt just because it wouldve been funny and a day later i had 1.4k views dawg bro really botted views and likes (3 likes and 2 dislikes to balance it out ofc.. a couple days later both dislikes were gone so i might be the best youtuber ever).

4 games on steam !! soma !!!! + still wakes in the deep, undertale, and eclipsium. i think one of my friends is into me and i want to KILL MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! never talking to anyone again. unlocked a memory of listening to la cucaracha as a child i really am mexican...  anw something happened that was really not nice, nothing bad but i was Robbed of a Last Chance to do something that was important to me. so lowkey just sitting there disillusioned. health still kinda cheeks, most surprising thing is that i still haven't gotten a cold? dehydration and insomnia hitting like a mf, boutta muscle aptrophymaxx and heart attackmaxx. time is going by way too fast and i genuinely cannot catch up. there's too much happening and i can't solve anything this quickly and then the pressure just weighs me down andn i just exist and do nothing lol. but yeah in general the only thing i have been doing is trying to take care of my health bc that's all i can do for now and it's genuinely pretty damn horrifying even by my standards lol. my friends even tried calling me bc i disappeared so bad. we ball tho. miku in fort night . i missed buying the valo skin i wanted and then i got it in store but for the phantom and didn't decide on time so L no skin. im geting better im iron 3 level instead of iron 1 level we getting to silver soon (in a year)