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played anomaly game and dude it's so scary even if i was multitasking it threw me off so bad ! saw zen going 7-6 at midnight on a random ass day in his silver 3 lobby that was majestic. i actually have a friend on valo and they are really nice to me, i had to open up slightly about how bad i'm doing and broooo my brain just craves to believe there's someone that actually genuinely cares about me without being fake. almost became a puddle there brah ToT on the other hand we are transitioning into more goated valorant gameplay. i alrd started telling people to go die i think i am on the right track! glad to hear from you, conflicting feelings like always ofc but i am happy. i'm glad to see hints of the you that i knew. i need you to understand there was never no unwritten clause of silence, we just genuinely thought you were in danger and unable to communicate - or at least i did because nobody bothered to tell me about getting even the slightest sign of life from your si...

yeagg santa didn't visit bc he was crashing out. i finally reached dad status, i can take naps with random vids with loud ass audio of a dude screaming at fnaf characters playing in the background. uhhhhhh finished watching sao first arc want to kill myself now? im back to my incel neet era we ball so hard. cooked up the fireplace, from what i remember you don't have one so it was slightly sad ! hop you're doing some bonfire stuff or sth at least. i really abandoned everyone and i feel kinda sad but i do feel like i finally am recharging somewhat, i feel way more peaceful. christmas day however was absolute buns, the concern at your absence became lowk terror at the notion of you possibly doing some shit you Shouldn't be Doing. i'm at my limit lowk vro. when i think about you it's always positive but when i think about how you think or act irl bro i'm genuinely so doomer pilled. anyway it was prob just that one day bc i was crashing out lowk serious and then...

 inmportant wuestion if santa was to visit you how would that happen theoretically. thanx lmk

7th i think seemed to be the first day the sky was blue. every single day since it started snowing literally everything including the sky was white on my side of the wall. i feel like the sky on the other side was even red one evening and still all i could see was white lol. passed 100th horse login, 69 deaths in pressure, 111 days since you were horse gambling, and 9k tuna cans. in 70 pulls i got 4 3 stars i think we are peaking at gambling. in that same single day i managed to get 2 hot spring tickets (super rare thing, i think this is only the 3rd time i got it in over 100 tries i assume) so gambling is real fr. my first playthrough with the game's mascot and i basically get the canonmost experience. actually got very close to buying a valo skin but was too late by probably a day. advanced gaming playing 4 games at once idk how pc didn't explode. horse gambling won best mobile game i think i had happily contributed.  trying to find parking on campus and the car in front of m...

SPOKE TOO SOON. my mood has been good, was genuinely happy for a couple of days, and then bro my health tanked. had to wait to see if i wasn't dying brah. just got up from forcing myself to try to sleep for 16 hours. it's like my body was just trying to speedrun every possible ailment this whole time lol. i'm okay now minus a slight cold and my obscene sleep problems. still behind on everything and kinda stressed, plus my sleep straight up left me unable to comprehend the passage of time, i don't feel the passing of days lowkey. i really really need to lock in to my physical health and studying. i have my last exam on Tuesday (origami ......) and then the final is a week after that and i am Quite Frankly Scared bc i know there is no way i am getting above a c and even then i'm being too generous. had a w gaming night instead of studying, horribly botfragged one game, and then just went reyna and aced and match mvpd and my team was 4/5 to ffing in the very beginning ...