faq delayed !

 ouu im quite scared. i actually havent been taking any meds for a while now idk how i survived. got a 10 from the test thats wondersome i don't need sleep. see thing is when things r this bad and i just wanted someone else to do all the work for me id be praying for everything to work out now immediately but what i need to do is lock in stop being a pussy and do everything myself. nothing will be pleasant but at least things will turn out for the better at least for others maybe. im back to going sigma solo tis how life turns out to be in the end for me my hand was forced too many opps

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  1. AnonymousNovember 13, 2025 at 10:27 AM

    I’m sorry, I hope you feel better soon. Take some time away from everyone- even I’m ignoring everyone right now. I can’t imagine how you can be helping others right now. Also, you’re carrying a burden you’re not supposed to carry. What are you so worried about? Either way, feel better soon 🍋‍🟩

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  2. AnonymousNovember 13, 2025 at 11:54 AM

    Machine girl concert April !! I was looking at femtanyl and saw machine girl on tour maybe they tour together ? My Spotify isn’t loading

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  3. AnonymousNovember 13, 2025 at 12:28 PM

    “About love by Robin & me” was the first song recommended to me when I searched up songs to listen while opening my Bible up after 2 weeks. Not reading into it anymore, just interesting I guess.

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  4. AnonymousNovember 13, 2025 at 1:42 PM

    https://x.com/neet_sol/status/1988785458378375397?s=46

    I just realized I’m a neet

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  5. AnonymousNovember 13, 2025 at 11:59 PM

    Life so complicated and weird. I really wish things would go your way. I really do wish that things could work out in your favor. I wish I could be okay- actually, better said- I wish my values and the values I want to believe in and want to have aligned together. Things are hard. The internet and the fact that the literally the entire world thinks I’m stupid for not doing so makes it hard.

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  6. AnonymousNovember 14, 2025 at 2:28 PM

    Did bro manifest this

    https://youtu.be/mVn-cvjb3HY?si=VDXPBP7GpjG07HtV

    Going to a 10 dollar concert today in Chicago with my sister and almost finished with touhou
    I hope you’re having fun as well during this time

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  7. AnonymousNovember 15, 2025 at 1:10 PM

    Meeting up with esbeida today. I kinda don’t want to sit down and explain everything and be interrogated, but apart from that I’m very apathetic to it I guess. I just want to be alone and watch more touhou fan animations and hyper fixate on things that will distract me forever yay yippieee
    I could have gone to Abby farms today. maybe that would have been better than explaining everything.
    Also, I need to play the guitar and make songs. The band I saw was starcharm and they’re literally Scott pilgrim coded. I actually talked to them and I threw flowers at them lol
    I got so nervous from talking to them that I actually just said goodbye mid sentence and left ! Sigh ! They’re probably one of the few people that I’ve actually listened to live in where I straight up wanted to start cheering for them. It also felt so weird to feel so nervous I’m not sigma anymore sigh
    I hope you’re doing well. I miss you

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  8. AnonymousNovember 15, 2025 at 7:14 PM

    Learned a lot of good and bad things. The hangout was nice, I had a good time.

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  9. AnonymousNovember 16, 2025 at 4:33 PM

    Meteor shower today yay

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