Oh mein gyatt /neg

 I'm clearly at a bargaining phase. This is lowkey just a record of my descent into straight up madness. I probably shouldn't be showing you this side of me to be more reassuring but dude I straight up don't even know if you're alive. I already lost all hope of us having a nice future together no matter how wonderful the picture you had painted for me looked. All signs are pointing to something horrible happening to you. I just hope when I hear from you again you're as cheerful as when you left me. I need you to take care of me probably no less than you do. I'll stay strong but dude is this shit so damn scary.

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