MY TEST ! MY TEST NO

 Got a 7 on my previous test (can't even be happy brah, but that's the highest I've gotten). Next test in 2 days - I can't even get to it because I will be home alone. Sigh! Uber, I guess. You should come over so we can throw a party.

Managed to tweak Grammarly's HTML for it to no longer blur out their premium suggestions lol... Conputer sciecn

Hope you don't harbor any more negative feelings towards me; trust I have been beating myself up for everything. Wish we could meet and talk so I could know what you're thinking. Regardless, I'm proud of you for how far you've gotten; that never changed. (I'm actually kinda scared to know what changed, my daydreams have been so positive since yesterday ToT)

I wish I could help you in general. I guess all I can do now is wish for the best for you and wait. I really hope you realize and really feel how much I am rooting for you; I wish I could have a way to show these feelings physically so you could really see them.

I don't remember if I told you again, but I bought something that reminds me of you... 🚬 

My health ough oughh my heart. Hasn't stopped hurting for a couple of days. On the other hand, I seem not to have lost any more weight, so that's a job well done. Gonna drink more to your honor once again.

Everything else is alright :) Don't worry about me. Staying holly jolly. Hope the stay helped you, and hope you can feel more relaxed now.


Gomen is crazy I laughed. I will listen to some banger music yeah. I was listening to Yuno Miles genuinely first thing to make me laugh in a while. Also yes, that was me tying up loose ends, do not even worry :P Going to play peak right neow

I just got. Nine gigabytes storage on my computer for some reason. I think I should be scared.

Aahhh I've been drawing you as chibis with red eyes, that's my new thing. So kawaiipilled. Hope you're not against it sigh

Eating my meat with RICE what is this

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