Going crazy

 Going to sleep at 5 again, even though I have to get up early.

Something isn't right. I think I know you well enough to know. I don't care about being together, I just need an answer. I know nothing of your whereabouts, your thoughts, your condition, nothing. Just promise me you'll be okay and I'll leave you alone. Everyone is worried sick. I just need you to be okay, I'll give up everything else. I'd be happy if you let me go, as long as I got to hear it directly from you. Please please please be okay. I'll be waiting. I'm holding onto hope. I'm at 2445 tuna cans please let me rest brah

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